I'm finally moved in, my own place with no bloke to cock it up or mess it up. 
a few more boxes to unpack but other than that i'm settled, and finally divorced!!!
I'm finally moved in, my own place with no bloke to cock it up or mess it up.
a few more boxes to unpack but other than that i'm settled, and finally divorced!!!
but ultimately the husband has won as he doesn't have to give me a penny.
I'm trying to remain positive about this but it's just not happening, I'm in a whole world of hurt and he is being a toad. I'm very angry with myself and I need to move through the process.
as i said chin up and each day is a new day without yesterday's crap!
]]>I have been advised that my hubby and are just weren't right for each other so to take this a blip and move on.
which I'm trying my best to do.
New man has been a rock hence why he is called it on a regular basis.
so chin up and take each new day as it comes with no shit from yesterday.
]]>I just keep crying and want the pain to go away, I know that no one has the answers but does it ever stop hurting? do I want to go back?
]]>are women ever taken for granted?
do we mother our partners?
need some opinions on this?
is it possible to love some one and not be able to live with them?
]]>hubby decided to get completely bladdered and has now passed out so im sitting up all night to make sure he is ok.
so tomorrow is a complete write off aswell.
and on top of all that the vodka red bull is not sittting with me to well either. i'm not drunk just very wired and remembering some of the horrid effects of to much caffine.
]]>I really hate this redundancy lark, job agencies are crap!!!
i have no money have no idea where the money in the joint bank account is going to! hubby goes on holiday to vegas this friday.
ARGGHHHHHH
stop the world want to get off.
]]>i need to get a routine or something going.
the job hunting is actually getting somewhere now. i have a second interview next week so hopefully i will get the job.
Really need some money to pay bills.
]]>it's taken me ages but i'm so pleased with myself, nothing major just a slight issue of who is more computer literate in our house!!!
he's gonna be devasted when he finds out little old girlie me can best him HA!
]]>Job hunting is hard work keeping positive is difficult, but another day another chance.
]]>I have cleaned the house, prepared for friends that are coming round tonite.
The darlings I used to work for let me slope of early yesterday so I made a white chocolate and raspberry cheescake for tonite. This will kill the diet as it has a 1LB and half of chocolate in it.
I am a Domestic Goddess!!!!
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]]>I thought i'd change the blog a bit.
might even find a different photo. you never know.
]]>Hubby and I had a great time in London doing all things starwars.
I have spent a fortune on pictures for the house all fabulous limited prints.
]]>Husband - i love him dearly but he is really pushing me at the minute.
i have been recently made redundant. after discussing options we agreeded that we would not tell our folks and just get on with it.
we went to see his folks and to my surprise they were very sorry to hear about my redundancy.
fine ok, he told them but this now puts me in an arkward postion cos now i have to tell my folks or it is going to casue all sorts of problems for me in that (you told them but didn't tell us speech/ the wedding thing all over again)
and he knows my parents will do this and it will cause me no end of stress and greif over the next few months. i'm still trying to smooth things over after the wedding.
the way i feel at the moment i'm all for getting a train to go and see my mum and just wait to see if he would come for me. (something i doubt at the minute)
(DO NOT READ INTO THIS THAT WERE SPLITING UP - I AM VENTING)
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I should fill in my job applications and get that done I guess I just have no motivation.
I managed to get in touch with 1 of my fab mates from uni who I miss loads.
He was a fab bloke to go on the piss with and I was gutted when he left, but now I have manged to get in touch again I'm all happy bouncy (just like Tigger).
We have sent a couple of emails, I know uni wasn't that long ago but in 6 years everything changes, and it's so cool to catch up on who's doing what and with who.
1 very happy girly.
]]>it also means i can get the bus to work with my mate Nicola again, which is cool!!!
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]]>I am now jobless thanks to my oh so forgiving b*d of a boss.
So now i'm redundant i'm working my 4 weeks notice surfing the net blogging and job hunting.
Comet suck!!!!!
]]>The MD and HR are meeting me tomorrow, to discuss my job role and future,i haven't done anything but my job role has become redundant so i'm either gonna be given a fab opportunity or the elbow.
Great!!!!!!!!
i've had 2 days to stew on this and i feel just fantastic about it...
lots of beer tonite i think!!!!!
]]>a great day but not one of the better moves on my part.
want to sleep!!!!!
early night to nite i think
]]>where does the time go? i've finished my course for the year, so i only have boring work and bar work to occupy my time along with hubby.
i'm a bit narked with him really, i'm looking for a job closer to home with less stress but hubby has stated catergorically that i need to make the same money!!! this isn't an issue but i have negotiated 2 payrises out of my boss in 7 months what has hubby done in 1 year nada. he won't even go there as his boss has finical worries, and he won't consider getting another job.
arggggggghhhhhhhhh!
]]>not finding time to revise !!!!!
on the other hand had a great bank holiday!!!
worked in the pub friday night, saturday night and again on sunday as the rugby team were in and wanted a bar maid to oggle at.
so i managed to scrape 50 quid's worth of tips from the boys not bad at all!!! but they are hard work.
]]>As of Saturday hobbit became Mrs Hicks.
Jon and Lisa got married!!!
A great day was had by all.
]]>So apart from looking like rudolph and having a really sore nose I'm starting to feel more human.
Anyway, hubby and I are getting on really well Dr laura is fab!!!! A little harsh sometimes but it makes sense I guess it depends if you can cope with her frank style or not.
Uni has finished for the year, just and essay to write and 2 exams to do but otherwise I'm done. yeah!!!!!
Roll on time with hubby and time to do stuff.
]]>it's been ages since i blogged,
oh the joy of having a boss who changes ur work location and job roll!!!!!!
great, on the plus side everything is back to how it should be on tuesday when i am back at my old work place.
yeah!!!!
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Hello all,
insomnia reigns again!
Tomorrow or rather later on today I start a 2 day staff training event, which I'm slightly stressed about as I've also been told I'm having my appraisal!!! great!!!!!!!!
Don't know why I'm worrying though cos i've just been given a bonus and the boss loves me. I guess I just always think the worst, dunno why but I do.
On the upside hubby cooked tea last night and un-beknown to me there was garlic in it, and at present garlic does not sit well on my digestive system, hence the other reason
I can't settle.
Oh and the alarm will go in 3 and a half hours
Might as well stay up and take a bottle of red bull and drink lots of water.
Oh joy.
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